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Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks
Laura Nowlin Collection (If He Had Been with Me & If Only I Had Told Her) 2 Books Collector's Edition Set - Age 14-18 - Hardback Young Adult Sourcebooks

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  1. If He Had Been with Me

    Book 1

  2. If Only I Had Told Her

    Book 2
SKU B2D7935 ISBN: 9780636526389
by Sourcebooks

A gorgeous, must-have collector's edition of Laura Nowlin's beloved bestselling novels featuring printed edges, designed end papers, ribbon bookmark, and special Q&A with the author!

Title in This Set:

1. If He Had Been with Me
2. If Only I Had Told Her

Description:

If He Had Been with Me
If he had been with me, everything would have been different...

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. Finn has become that boy at school everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop how Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Perhaps they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways...

If Only I Had Told Her
If only I had told her that I loved her years ago, I wouldn't be here now.

Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter; she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels.

Jack, Finn's best friend, is still determining. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?

Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write about her destiny, but one doesn't always get a new chapter, and fate can be cruel to those in love.

Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.

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