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If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
If Only I Had Told Her Collector's Edition by Laura Nowlin - Fiction - Sprayed Edge Hardback Fiction Sourcebooks
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For the first time in hardcover, a gorgeous, collectible edition of the #1 New York Times bestselling and TikTok sensation If Only I Had Told Her, the companion to If He Had Been With Me. Features a stamped case, designed end papers, printed edges, reading ribbon, and new bonus material from the author.

If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now...

Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels. 

Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?

Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love.

Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.

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Features a stamped case, designed end papers, printed edges, reading ribbon, and new bonus material from the author.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eIf only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now...\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eFinn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels. \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eJack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eAutumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eTold through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.\u003c\/p\u003e"}